domenica, novembre 30, 2008

Scruto Gli Angoli

Nel silenzio
Del nido
Scruto gli angoli
Per trovare me stessa
Richiamo senza voce
La Madre
Perché venga, mi sorrida
E mi indichi
Dove si trova la mia Luce
Dove sono?
Non mi trovo…
Ma mi cerco…

Nell’inadeguatezza
Di questo mondo
Io per lui o lui per me
Cerco la Mia Strada
Ho un sacco pieno di regali
Per il mondo
Ma l’ho smarrito

Scruto gli angoli
Per ritrovare la mia Voce
Per far riemergere la Vista
E per riprendermi
Il Potere
Che mi è stato rinnegato
Dentro di me c’è
una Strega
Lo sono da millenni
Devo solo ritrovarmi

Scruto gli angoli…

sabato, novembre 29, 2008

I'm Back!

Here again, after some time of silence...
Things have changed...the relationship with my boyfriend has wrecked, I have realized that also the relationship with my mum had to be changed in a more "adult" one and so I have found a tiny house and now I'm living alone!
All these news are welcome if I look at them in a karmic way...
The relationship has come to an end cause maybe we heve given each other what it was meant to be and that's it...it could change simply status..from a love affair in a friendship...anyway we are both aware of the bond that there is between us and always will, as it is there from many past lives.
Living alone means for me "BEING" alone...counting only on my self, cause I am so good at sitting on the knees of others and rest my legs...So now I have to learn walking on my legs!
So...all this brings to a new quest: The Silvia's real Self quest!
Who am I? Who I wanna be? What I think? Which are my values? What I want from life? What I feel? What I absolutely don't want?
I have to learn to be Assertive...and find out what and who I want to be like...and take action to become it!
Some years ago I used to write much more...I used to put thoughts in words...and I have saved all my writings...so may be I'll share with you some of them...
I don't know if this blog is read by someone...in a way I don't care, it is uselful for me for pull out from my mind thoughts, ideas, fears and desires...and send them to the Universe...