Here again, after some time of silence...
Things have changed...the relationship with my boyfriend has wrecked, I have realized that also the relationship with my mum had to be changed in a more "adult" one and so I have found a tiny house and now I'm living alone!
All these news are welcome if I look at them in a karmic way...
The relationship has come to an end cause maybe we heve given each other what it was meant to be and that's it...it could change simply status..from a love affair in a friendship...anyway we are both aware of the bond that there is between us and always will, as it is there from many past lives.
Living alone means for me "BEING" alone...counting only on my self, cause I am so good at sitting on the knees of others and rest my legs...So now I have to learn walking on my legs!
So...all this brings to a new quest: The Silvia's real Self quest!
Who am I? Who I wanna be? What I think? Which are my values? What I want from life? What I feel? What I absolutely don't want?
I have to learn to be Assertive...and find out what and who I want to be like...and take action to become it!
Some years ago I used to write much more...I used to put thoughts in words...and I have saved all my writings...so may be I'll share with you some of them...
I don't know if this blog is read by someone...in a way I don't care, it is uselful for me for pull out from my mind thoughts, ideas, fears and desires...and send them to the Universe...
Non sarà facile riprendere a scrivere...sopratutto quando si tratta di scrivere pensieri e idee...da bambina scrivevo poesie, storie, canzoni, poi è finita l'ispirazione come una luce che si spegne...il mio mondo interiore è diventato forse troppo complicato per essere trasformato in parole... Ma adesso ci voglio riprovare...
me lonely cloud
Informazioni personali
- Silvia
- Toscana, Italy
- Chi sono? beh...un'IDEALISTA secondo il test di Meyers and Briggs...e il profilo che ne viene fuori è la perfetta descrizione che avrei dato di me se fossi riuscita a mettere i pensieri in parole... Racconterò di me nei miei blogs...come introduzione vorrei dire che spero tanto di portare avanti questo mio progetto di ritornare a scrivere...perchè smettendo di scrivere ho un po' perso me stessa e vorrei ritrovarmi... I'm very sorry to write in italian but as it is my native language it will be easier to put thoughts into words..I'd like you all, my special "non-speaking italian friends", to be able to read this to share my inner world also with you!